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Posted on February 24th, 2008 at 4:30am —
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Depression was getting the better of me. It came on suddenly on Saturday night, and I battled through Sunday. However, this morning it was horrendous. For the first time ever in my life I felt like I did not want to go on. Suicidal thoughts were frequent, although I was not as bad as wanting to kill myself (it would have hurt too much!). I hid under my duvet before calling work to tell them I was not going in today. I actually ended up crying on the phone before I hung up. 20 minutes later I…
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Posted on February 11th, 2008 at 8:06am —
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Some days I have doubts as to my true position on the spectrum, other days there is simply no question. Today has fallen into the second catagory.
Not withstanding the fact I was in work for 4am, and the first hour I was alone in getting the restaurant set up and ready to open at 5 (and one of the other 2 due in at 5am was 12 minutes late) the day soon turned into a catastrophe. The good thing about working in an airport, especially one the size of East Midlands Ai…
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Posted on February 8th, 2008 at 9:41am —
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I woke up this morning full of anxiety. Not too much different with that. This time it was different. It was not anxiety about the upcoming day, but about something I had committed myself to.
At work we achieved a decent score on our last big audit (90%) and our general manager has said we could arrange an evening out to "celebrate". Unfortunately this means going out with people in a social setting, which I try to avoid at all costs. The original plan was to possibly go bowling an…
ContinueIn my previous post I never mentioned how AS fitted in with me and how I came to discover it. I hope to cover that here.
My childhood was a mess. I was different. In London I had a very small group of friends (about 3) but I knew no different. It was one of them who got me interested in soccer aged about 6 when he moved into a house opposite my family's home. I knew I was different - best described as eccentric at that stage, and very clever. I was always studying, reading or learning…
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Posted on February 6th, 2008 at 5:21am —
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